Your Birthday / Dawn Barfield (Mother)
My Dearest Kaiden,
Happy 6th Birthday my Sweet Angel. I cannot believe that 6 years ago on Thanksgiving Day I brought you into this world only to have you go immediately to Heaven. Some days are harder than others when I think about you, but son not a day goes by that I don't think about you. I have my hands full with working and taking care of your little sister and brother, but you are right there in my heart. Today is Thanksgiving Day and although you are not here with your sister, brother, and grandma and I we will honor you today on your Birthday by loving each other because you love us and we know that's what you would want us to do. So although my heart is a heavy today as I think about you and what could have been, I am still very thankful and grateful for your sister and brother and for your grandma Brenda because without them I don't know how I would go on. Continue to watch over us because I know you do, I feel you are with us everyday. Continue to Rest in the Arms of Jesus.
Love,
Mommy Close
I know it has been a while since I came here and wrote on your page however there are no words to express how much love I have for you and how much my heart still aches from the pain of losing you. My dear sweet son not a day goes by that I don't think of you and wonder what you would look like who you would act like and what activity you would be involved in. Your little sister Kennedy is quiete busy these days. She is taking ballet classes and loves them big time! She is also in pre-school and is doing well there. You also now have a little brother named Kendal. He was born Juni 2 2010. He was early like your sister. You were my only full-term baby.
He is so handsome just as you were. Oh how I wish you were here. I am sure you would have been so happy and so helpful just like Kennedy is. She loves her little brother to pieces and I know you are smiling on him from heaven. Kendal is by no means your replacement. You will always be my first and oldest son and all the love I feel for you I will lavish it on your sister and brother. I cannot wait for them to get bigger so I can tell them all about you. Kennedy looks at your picture all the time and asks me where you are and why you aren't here with Kendal her and I. I tell her you are in a special place waiting for us to come join you but until that time comes you are watching over us and keeping us safe.
Mommy is going to go for now angel baby. I just wanted to stop by and show some love and let you know that I think about you always but with your three year old sister and 4 month old brother I have my hands full and hardly have time to get on the computer to write my thoughts of love down for you.
what's the demo kid. well as you must know now that i am your BIG BROTHER. you can call me ROC like everybody else does in the family wish i had a chance to see you before you left.which is stilll cool at least now you dont have to worry about pops telling you that your tab is high at the shop. lol ;-) i just thought i might look you up and figure out if i was right or wrong about your birthday and i was right. go head on get you some rest its late like 3:23am10/3/2010 imma go get me some too. oh yeahbefore i for get im not sure if your mom told you but we have a lil brother tooim just a BIG BROTHER you are too bro. look im losing words so imma get back at you in a minute lil dude.10-4..-ROC
Mommy's heart has been really heavy lately. A lot has been going on, but some how I feel your love for me so strong that I know that your sister and I are going to make it. Mommy still gets very sad at times because she misses you to the point of not wanting to live, but I know you want me to keep on moving forward and take care of your little sister.
No one will ever know the pain I feel from losing you and I must say that losing you has changed my life is such a way that I cannot even put it into words. I guess I look for the day that it won't hurt so bad remembering you, but my son I realize that day will probably never come. So until the Lord dries up the tears I will let them fall whenever they need to be. I try so hard to be optimistic about being reuinited with you again some day, but it seems like that day is never going to get here. Grief is such an emotional process to go through and it gets so hard, but I am trying so hard because I have Kennedy to take care of here on earth and you watching me in Heaven. I know you are pulling for me and with God's help I know I am going to make it through. I just have been having such a hard time lately.
My dear angel I am going for now, but I just needed to put the words of my heart in writing so that if anyone that comes across them and they are going through something that they feel they cannot go on I want them to see my story and know that yes they can!
I have been thinking about you so much lately because I miss you and I never stop thinking about you. I see so much of you in Kennedy every time I look at her. She really helps mommy keep her spirits up when I feel the pain of not having you here with is physically. I know that as long as she and I live you will also live through us. I really know that she has her own angel watching over her and that is you. Thanks for doing such a great job watching over us. It's hard to believe that you will be 3 years old next month! Your sister is only 1 but looks about 3 herself.
Life has been progressing in a good direction for mommy and your sister. I just often look at your pictures and wonder how things would be if you were here and I smile so big on the inside! I really thank you for all you gave to me during the 37 weeks you and I shared. I never loved anyone the way I loved you. You made me feel so at peace with myself and for the first time my son I felt it was ok to be just me, because being me was enough for you and you loved me just the way I am.
Thinking of my Baby Boy / Dawn Barfield (Mommy)Read >>
Thinking of my Baby Boy / Dawn Barfield (Mommy)
Dear Kaiden,
Just wanted to let you know I was thinking about. Not a day goes by that I don't think of you and what you would be like now at two years old. Your sister is such a handfull. She's like the two of you put together. I still believe that you were going to be such a mild mannered boy, but your sister is a busy body! She has been full of energy since day one. She moved around so much when mommy was carrying her, unlike you, you moved to let me know when you were hungry or when there was too much noise, otherwise you were so calm. The two of you were like night and day. There are so many things that remind me of you baby boy and everytime I look at your sister I see so much of you. My heart still hurts from losing you but I get through each day by knowing you were a special angel sent to me for a short period of time, yet you continue to watch over me and your sister.
I want you to know that nothing on this earth can take your place. You will always have a special place in my heart because you were the first person to make me a "mommy". I look at your picture all time and I am reminded of how handsome and peaceful you were. It has been hard going on without you but with the love of mommy's family and friend's I am making it.
Kaiden - baby boy name / Norma G.
I came across this website while I was online searching for baby boy names. I am currently 4months pregnant and will be having a little boy. Just wanted to let you know we will be naming our son Kaiden, and that our prayers go out to you. Close
It's hard to believe that it has been 2 years since you went to Heaven. I love and miss you so much! I celebrated your 2nd birthday last month with your little sister Kennedy. I hope you liked the flowers mommy put on your grave. Son, Mommy is so busy with your little sister because she really keeps me going, but not a day goes by that I don't think about you my first born. She is such a joy. I see so much of you in her. I tell her about you all the time. She is such a big girl and you and her look so much alike! I show her your picture and she just smiles. It's almost like she knows that you are our angel that God sent to watch over us. The holidays are still hard especially Thanksgiving the day you were born 2 years ago, but this year mommy did really good. I had grandma over and your aunt and uncle and eve some great uncles and I cooked a big meal and we celebrated you too! It was such a nice time and I knkow that's what you would have wanted mama to do.
I love and miss you so much that I cannot find the words to express how much. I cannot wait until the day I get to Heaven and see you again. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me and I will never ever forget you my son. Continue to watch over me and your little sister Kennedy. I cannot wait until she gets big so I can tell her about you and she will understand.
Happy Birthday My Sweet Angel!!!! / Dawn Barfield (His Mommy )Read >>
Happy Birthday My Sweet Angel!!!! / Dawn Barfield (His Mommy )
My Dearest Kaiden,
It is so hard to imagine that it has been a year already since you came into my life for such a short time. Celebrating Thanksgiving Day yesterday was very hard for mommy because she misses you so much and that was the day you were born last year. Although my heart was sad on the inside I was still able to smile because I thought about you and all the joy you brought me when you were with me. I will never be able to put in words the pain my heart feels at the thought of losing you, however, the memories I shared with you keeps me going when I want to give up or feel sad because you are not here with me physically. You will always be the best thing that ever happened to your mommy, and as long as I live or wherever I go in this life I cannot and will not ever forget you my dear sweet child. I woke up sad because there would be no birthday party that I got to plan for you here on earth, but I forget you are Heaven celebrating God's goodness everyday. So I am going to go put some pretty flowers on your gravesite so you can look down from Heaven and see the beauty that still lives on down here on earth, and celebrate your first birthday because you are worth celebrating everyday. Thank you my dear sweet son for allowing me to know you, and most of all love you the only way a mother can.
Keep watching over your mommy as she continues to live her life here without you physically, but always spritually.
HEY LiL Man, daddy just want you to know you are missed a great deal.Everyday i think about you and i playing basketball and baseball. I had so many plans for you and I. I wanted to see you run around in the barbershop and also give you your first haircut. We was going to have so much fun. T aunna,Jasmine would havebeen arguing over you all the time,because they would havebeen spoiling you to the core along with me and mommy.Your brother Roc would have had you at the park everyday.LiL MAN daddy has made some changes in his life so we can be together.So Kaiden keep watch over mommy because she misses so much also we both had plenty of plans for you.Kaiden daddy will never forget you because i LOVE YOU and i feel you with me every morning i am blessed to wake up.I keep your picture with me every where i go.Im going to go now and we will talk later son good night
New Beginings!!!! / Dawn Barfield (His Mommy )Read >>
New Beginings!!!! / Dawn Barfield (His Mommy )
Kaiden (Kaide-Poo),
Mommy has been thinking about you so much lately. I miss you more than words can say baby boy. You motivated mommy to do so many things when I was pregnant with you, and mommy is continuing to do all those things. Mommy is going back to school, and mommy just bought a new townhome! All the things I was going to do for you my son, I am continuing to do out of my everlasting love for you. You are still mommy's "sunshine". I am sure you know dear how much I love you. Continue to look down upon mommy and smile on me. I feel so empty some days because I miss you so much, but then I look at your picture and I feel so proud that I am your mother in spite of you not being here with me physically. Mommy is working so hard to do all the things you motivated me to do, and I do get tired, but I will continue because I know you are up in Heaven cheering mommy on.
Mother's Day Love / Dawn Barfield (His Mommy )Read >>
Mother's Day Love / Dawn Barfield (His Mommy )
My Angel,
Today is Mother's Day and I am so proud to say that I am your mommy and you are my son. I thought this day would be difficult since this would have been my first Mother's Day ever, and I am spending it without you here. I just want you to know that not a day goes by that I don't think about you and miss you. Mommy kisses your picture everyday and she shows everybody your picture because I am so proud of you! You will forever be missed and although my heart is heavy with the pain of losing you and never seeing your beautiful smile or hear you call me mommy, I look forward to the day I see you in Heaven. Mommy has such a great group of friends and co-workers who have really been there for me since you have been gone. They really help me when I have bad days because I miss you so much. Keep smiling down on me and GrandMa Brenda, Uncle Brandon, and Auntie Bethany, and we will see you on the other side.
Loving you on earth! / Suzette Nixon (Beloved adopted Aunt )Read >>
Loving you on earth! / Suzette Nixon (Beloved adopted Aunt )
Kaiden, I may not have ever had the opportunity to get to know you on earth but know that the time will come that we will all be able to sit at the throne of grace and enjoy each other. Your mom and me have developed a very loving sister hood and I would have been the fall back guy whenever she needed anything for you just like we are with each other.
Love you and the day wil come when we see you and hear you face to face.
Mommy just wants to wish you a Happy Easter and to let you know that I am thinking of you. I really was looking forward to dressing you up and taking you to church on Easter Sunday so that everyone can see mommy's handome baby boy. God had other plans for you, so instead of celebrating Easter with mommy here on earth, you are celebrating it in Heaven with all the other angels. I love you sweetheart and not a day goes by that I don't think about you and the life I wanted to have with you. Grandma Brenda misses you too. We talk about you all the time, and so does Uncle Brandon and Auntie Bethany. Watch over us and I hope you feel the love that we have for you down here up there in Heaven. Until I see you again,
Sweet Angel Kaiden / Shelly West ..." I guess Heaven would be a mighty lonesome place if it lacked the sight of a baby's smiling face. If there were just grown folk and no baby girls or boys, Heaven would be minus some of it's majestic joys. God sees the future with all it's sin and strife He knows the temptations that enter each one's life. He may decide that tot of yours is much too dear and sweet to endure life's hardships that all of us must meet. And so, He takes that soul of that little girl or boy to remain with Him forever in tranquil peace and joy.
So, Mom and Dad don't be sad. There is no need to cry. God just wanted to save the soul That is why babies die....."
Dearest Kaiden, continue to watch over your mommy and stand beside her as she faces each new day without you. Know that you are loved and in our hearts for always. Close
Kaiden, You were loved and breathlessly anticipated by a great big community of family,friends and coworkers. How wonderful is it that babies bring us to show love for each other. You are that blessing,not only for your Mama but for all of us that knew you. Keep your Mama safe,find peace with her grief,and allow her to step into each new day joyfully. Love, Lisa Crompton
hey sweetheart / Sarah (passing throu ) i know the pain ur family is experiencing. i know how much they miss their precious little angel. i know their family is incomplete without ur in their arms. how do i know this darling. my darling daughter is with you in heaven
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